My Love,
My mind is in complete chaos.
Where do I even begin?
It begins and ends with the same word: him.
But what do you do when you’re so
Completely
And totally
Consumed by another person?
I always seem to lose myself in a fight for love
A fight for love? It sounds as romantic as it is heartbreaking…
I just wanted to be someones number one.
You know? The whole, first thing they think about when they wake up, and last thing they think about before they fall asleep kinda thing.
I wanted to be that girl.
His girl.
I could walk away…
Maybe I should walk away.
But what’s holding me back? Is it
Hope?
Hopelessness, maybe.
But even love has to play by life’s rules
It seems that way anyway.
"You don’t ever have to feel guilty about removing toxic people from your life. It doesn’t matter whether someone is a relative, romantic interest, employer, childhood friend, or a new acquaintance — you don’t have to make room for people who cause you pain or make you feel small. It’s one thing if a person owns up to their behavior and makes an effort to change. But if a person disregards your feelings, ignores your boundaries, and continues to treat you in a harmful way, they need to go."
- Daniell Koepke (via soundscooltome)
(Source: internal-acceptance-movement)
